It's the 4th week of the school term already and can you believe that I am still slacking around and have no idea on my subject topic. I'm too engrossed with my bang bang tang show and I watched till 3am everyday. Zuanzhe was angry with me, not because I'm too in love with bbt but because I haven't been studying for the past 4 weeks.

Public speaking mock impromptu speech this coming thurs and the actual one the followin' week. I have no idea on how to start the introduction, damn. Sociology was another cmi case. I don't know our project must do about what. The tutorial was totally a nonsense but now, it's slightly better. Macroecons was the most disappointin' of all my sem 1.2 subj. I am just clueless of what I've been learning and have not do any tutorial work at all. I felt disappointed too.

I think I am enough of enjoying my life now and it's time to buck up. It would be a disappointing moment when I got back my gpa and it's lower than sem 1.1, I'll be probably knock my head against the wall. F&B fund was just a waste of my time, sorry but I really hate learning all these. :(

K. Thanks Zuanzhe, for willing to spend his day doing nothing but to watch me doing my management tutorial. :D loves you!

Happy Sweet 17th Birthday, Jermain S! :)

Went to school for consultation about the commskills for only 20minutes and school dismissed :)

Celebrated Jermain's birthday over at Caralyn and Simin's hostel and they cooked pasta for her as surprise. The guys left first and the girls continued staying over till 5pm. Played heart attack with them and I can't stop laughing. Heh. They are damn nonsensical, love them much.

Had candle light dinner with Chuanhui over at Just Acia and we rushed like hell and off we met our friend *twist* Haha. Chatted with her on bus back to Tamp and it was quite fun. Love her :) She never forgets my attire for the first day orientation. HAHA!

I feel like vomiting now. Thanks to the jackNjill chips and vitasoy chocolate. :/

Caralyn moving to her hostel today at Temasek Green. It was seriously cool inside and all of the girls just went to slack and look around. Kind of empty but it's damn big. :D She shared her bedroom with Simin and just nice, one of her house-mate is Yenny.


F&B tutorial finished early so went over to lab to print the tutorial and off to bizlab to slack while blog-hopping and youtubing Thaijin's band POP. I laughed like there's no tomorrow and Thaijin kept scolding me for rewinding it but it was really damn funny! :D Then, went for public speaking lecture. Idiotic, reached outside the LT, a paper sticked on the door saying: "Public speaking lecture is cancelled". I was like wth, seriously!


Ohmy, thinking of him now. Seems like we haven't been meeting for quite some time. After his attachement ends and back to school, we'll be hard to meet too 'cuz I end late. I believe this wouldn't make us drift apart. :)


Commskills PBL is makin' me nutz. I'm so tired right now and the beetle outside doesn't want to fly off.


K, off for researching. Bye!

It's 30th today already.

Well, had fun in school yesterday because I took pictures with my friends and Rachel darling came to TP and gave me surprise. :) love her lots!

Passed Benj the BCS books in the morning then took with him and he kept complaining that I didn't use the handphone stripe. Haha.

Then, had cliques photo outside lt after lecture.

At first, Huimin thought that we wouldn't bump into each other but fate lets us bump into each other outside the stairs to bizpark. :)

Yixian and Silas promised to take with me so we took outside the lt after econs lec. :D Kinda look so short lah, tsk!

Hewei came and passed me the pressie for my birthday, haha! It's really coincidence that we will bump into each other again. Knew him during sec 1 orientation when I dared not burst the balloon and he helped me (that's what he said), and we became friends but didn't talk after orientation and now, we talked after 6years without even saying hello in school. Hah, cool isn't it? And he gave me milk bottle for my pressie.

Then, my darling came and surprised me! :D Haha, my 7 years of friend! Love you man, and thanks Denise!

Jueying called me during my sociology tutorial and I went out to take picture with Cindy, her and ShaoChun!

And this is Thye Whye, my neighbour cum sec school classmates who goes to school with me every Monday and Thurday for this sem. :)

Handmade card from Chuanhhui and Thaijin, love it ttm~

Thanks Sharon, Huiping and Decong for sms-ing me to wish me. :)

Okay, time to study already! :/ And I'm damn sian about proj. :(

''Ting Dong...", the surprising moment began.

I was preparing to rush to school and blowing my hair. Suddenly, "tingggg dongggg.... tinggg dongggg...". I went over to peep at the door hole to see who came over so early at 12. Someone outside covered the door hole and Mom quickly stopped me from opening the door. She shouted, "Who's that outside". No response was made. Then she continued peeping at the door hole.

Suddenly, I remembered that we played a prank on Melodie before on her birthday and I wondering was it them. I told my mom and my mom continued peeping through. She said she saw some girls standing outside and guessed it's really my poly-mates. Hah, she still doesn't want to open the door and wanted to see how long they can lift up their hand to cover the door hole. I guessed, about 3 to 5 minutes. I laughed like hell and heart was beating so fast, kind of surprised and happy. :)

Weiting was like a fool, kept on looking around my door, searching for something! Well, I know you know we know. :) Chuanhui, Caralyn and Weiting came over to my house to give me surprise. Melodie didn't turn up because she was having stomachache. I really surprised and touched because they were like staying so far yet they made the effort to wake up so early to give me surprise.

Invited them in while I was preparing. They said so many lies till Pizza Hut and I saw Thaijin, Shermeen, Simin, Wanting and Shuqing sitting over there waiting for us. Loves them! <3

Had Pizza Hut and rushed over to school by cab. Poor Caralyn had to hide and bent down to avoid the police car which was behind us. I'm so sorry about it.

After the commskills tutorial, they suddenly switched off the light and sang birthday song to me and bought the cake over. :)





Had the cake at Bizpark and they need to rush to do their own thing. They placed the pressie at my chair when I went to buy drink and I wasn't actually really noticed the pressie 'coz it was kind of constrast with my bag till I looked closely and saw wordings, then realised it was present! :D Thanks them!



Open the present when they left and I was shocked to receive the present. Ohmygod, it's Zara shirt, a shirt that I will never buy it 'coz it's kind of ex to me. Haha, will be wearing tomorrow since they asked me wear. :) Huimin came over to meet me and passed me present too and we chatted about school stuffs and friends stuffs.



Jueying came along and we off to meet Hongwei and Cindy. Accompanied Huimin to meet Hongjun while waiting for Zuanzhe to come find me and we off to Tampines mall for Ajisen.



He passed me the pressie and I seriously love it alot. I felt the sincerity and I believe he made alot of effort in d.i.y-ing. I love him.





Thanks everyone! :)

THANKS Chuanhui, Weiting, Caralyn and Melodie for planning today surprise and being such a great friend in my poly life. I love you all ttm! :D Thanks for waking up so early today and spend the day with me.

Thanks Thaijin, Shermeen, Simin, Wanting, Shuqing, Serena, Jermain for the present and wishing too.

Thanks Huimin and Hongjun for the schedule book :)

Thanks Rachel, Raymond, Yixian, Benja and Cindy for the sms wishes!

Thanks Hewei for being the first sms-er to wish me at 12am and Silas for being the first msn-er to wish me at 12am.

Thanks Zuanzhe, dearest.

Happy Birthday to me, I'm 18! :D

18th Advance birthday celebration with 5A2's peekpoos :)

The night was unforgettable and fantastic. I really sincerely thanks all of them. It made me realised that 18th birthday is totally unique and different compared to other years. Hah.



THANKS Jueying, Huishan, Cindy, Yufang and Jasmine for coming for the dinner despite the tiring day throughout in school.



THANKS Yiheng, Thye Whye, Desmond, Kok Hwee, Jeffrey and Jun Wei for coming too! :)

They called me at around 7pm and met them at station. Steph-park spilled the beans yet again. She mentioned about BBQ Chicken last night during our conversation. Dinner at BBQ Chicken and couldn't finish it up, so gave 1/4 of the chicken leg to Yi Heng.


JERK :)



The group behind us was also celebrating their friend's birthday, but I'm older! :) The staffs bought the cake out and most of the customers sang along too, happy!





Cut the cake and the staff bought the next birthday cake over to the other group and I sang along! :)



They treated me dinner and off for the ''surprise''.



Sweet them wrote ''Wish me happy birthday" on this black big cardboard and wanted me to walk around at Tampines 1 and expecting 15 strangers to say that to me. Once I stepped out of the restaurant, one couple said to me. :) Then, I was like a fool facing at least 10 strangers who were sitting down at the bench but no one wished me. Paiseh ttm!

Then walked around and a guy took the initiative in telling me and we shook hands. :) He's cool!



Walked round and some responded to me only. The worst thing was three teenagers just walked pass me. Damn, lose face ttm. Took lift up to the rooftop and all the people over there were so friendly. Haha, we even took photo together but it's not with me. They kept wishing me happy birthday, cool peeps.

The next task to be complete was to find my present around the rooftop there. Couldn't really find and Jun Wei got pissed and helped me. Haha. Overall, I love tonight.







Thanks Jueying, Huishan and Cindy for planning this surprise for me, especially Jueying because you were supposed to be busy preparing for your exam. I appreciate it alot. You guys must have crack your brain to think of surprise and looking for the present. It's really nice and fortunate to have you all as my friend. Although at some point of time, something cropped out but overall, it's great. I really happy tonight and thanks for making such a wonderful night for me.

Thanks Jasmine and Yufang for coming along and celebrated with me. Jasmine, thanks for making the cardboard and came along. Yufang, thanks too! :)

Thanks Yiheng, Desmond, Thye Whye, Jeffrey, Jun Wei and Kok Hwee for coming along but since we're good friend, so it's okay! :) Hah. I never feel shy in front of you guys and always treated all of you as my brother. Thanks for tonight and the presents.

Thanks Anna, Estee, Steph-park, Kylie, Hui Li and Shao Chun for the present. Although you aren't here, but we'll meet up soon and really thanks. I really appreciate it. And Stephanie, you spoilt it again. :)

Thanks Benjamin, Kianloon and Zhangyong. I've got a shocked when Benjamin told me that you guys have spend quite a lot in my present, especially Ben. Sorry to make you spend your money even you are kind of poor now. Thanks Kianloon and Zhangyong, was quite surprised. Benjamin, cheer up and I'm really thanks for everything. We're good buddy.

Thanks Adeline, for the chocolate! :) You're sweet for the ''second'' times! Hah.

Overall, I'm really happy tonight.
THANKS EVERYONE! :D

I couldn't sleep at all. I'm like so wild awake now. :)

Read through the past entries of my blog and laughed. Saw those entries when my relationship with Zuanzhe was unstable and all were like so saddening. But now, Zuanzhe and I are getting much better and getting more stable as before. Totally felt happy than the past, so I know I should cherish everything now.

I seem to have grown up more, at least I understand that relationship can't being forced. Ai seh, say as if I'm kinda a professional in rls. Hah! 2 years soon with him and hopefully, the journey will continue. :) Loves.